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DOWNHERE-HOW MANY KINGS
I recently realized that eventhough consciously I know that I cannot mess up God's plan for me or disappoint him some part of me fears that I will do both of those things. I also doubt myself a lot. I constantly struggle to figure out if something I am wanting to do or am feeling is from God or not. I also struggle with beating myself up for mistakes and forgetting things. I usually just use one or two words to do this, but I know God does not want me to do it at all. I want a more intimate relationship with God and I want the doubt and fear Gone.