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JOSH WILSON-I REFUSE
I have been dealing with a break up from the woman I planned on marrying for the past nine months now... we had a discussion tonight where she said she sees us as just friends. And that she feels distance is the best thing for me. Her actions have been all over the place and not someone who is done. Some of her and her daughters things are still in my house, she still has a key and an alarm and garage code. I feel as if God is telling me to wait, and not react to this and it will all come together in His time. I don't know how to do that I know His time is not ours and His ways aren't ours either. I'm having a hard time trusting and figuring out what He wants me to do in the meantime. And I know its is partly if not all because her and I are not equally yoked in our faith or our life walk...
If it is not meant to be for our families to blend then I understand that and would not want and do not want it, if it is not Gods Will. I pray then that she and her daughter will be safe and always be in Jesus's arms and light forever. And that we might actually be able to remain and be friends if that is truly what is meant to be. It just seems that she is not listening to the Holy Spirit and I wish that to be the case above all else. Even if we are not meant to be.
Please pray for us both and our daughters that we will have the discernment to know the true will of God for our live whether they be together or separate. And to know it and act on it always above all else.
Thank you SOS for this venue and all that you do for all the communities around the country and world with your ministry. You are truly a blessing!