Falling apart

Please join me in prayer, I am so lost right now. My husband is a drug addict who is unable to stay sober and he has walked away from God completely. I fear if he continues he will loose the loving support of my folks and friends, loose his job which will make us homeless with my dogs. His health will only continue to decline, and could possibly die. I use to be the strong loving wife but I too walked away from God, and have become consumed by anger and rage, fear and worry. I suffer from PTSD/depression/anxiety, and due to degenerative joint/disk disease in my back/neck/knees I am in constant pain and can no longer work. I have been denied disability for being to young. I am just at a loss. I've never been able to keep friends and I'm feeling quite alone in this battle. I am praying hard for his sobriety and my disability and I am just so scared. So lost.