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JACI VELASQUEZ-ONE SILENT NIGHT/GOD SO LOVED
I know I'm still weak in my walk with Christ but day by day I know I will try to get stronger.. I'm really having trouble with my family.. My sister just moved out and she was the most in my household who would give motivation.. I feel like it was my sister& i on the front line fighting for my family against the devil but now I was left to fight alone.. Everyday I try my best to do good for them but all they do is say how im not doing enough... I always wake up to my rebellious brother arguing with my mother.. My dad is always working so I rarely have his support.. I get home from work and come to find more arguments... I cant even talk to my mom or brother... I'm struggling in keeping myself together because my family has fallen apart.. No matter what I do.. Its hard to convince them to bring them to church. one of the few friends I have who would help me through this with guidance and through God's word lately has changed a lot.. I know God is with me I know but I'm finding it so difficult to keep myself together.. I feel like maybe im failing God so much cause I'm not the daughter I perhaps have to be.. I get put down a lot and its just tearing me apart... it would be lovely if you can pray for me.. For my walk with Christ that I just recently started with about a year.. For my family to one day feel this joy Christ gives this huge difference He makes.. For my patience.. For me to have strength and not fall back ever again. thank you very much.