help

I'm 45 years old i lost my company i don't have a job and i need one so bad i went to jail 12 years ago for real estate I'm a good person but know one will give me a job im at my last rope i cant pay anymore bills this is the last month my wife i love her what am i to do i need hope and god to make it I'm getting sad more and more a day i need prayer what kind of man am i if i cant get a job i need to talk with some one soon i don't need your money or a hand out i need god and a job and people that would believe in me that i can do it. if there some one out there that can help me i will do right