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Lord, I need you. You know me. I am an Independent Businessman. No paycheck, just commission. If you don't bring me in contact with clients, I can't pay my bills. For the last six years business has been bad. I have spent any and all savings just to partially pay past due bills. It is tearing my very soul apart and destroying my family and making me depressed and cynical towards life itself.
I can't go on like this and I know I can't do it without you, Lord. I will do whatever you want in whatever manner you show me. Please don;t let my family suffer anymore. I know I have been and still am a sinner and I honestly repent. I am ashamed to say that I thought of ending my life, but know that would only leave my family in worse shape.
I know and believe in my heart that you can do anything. My fear is that you have given up on me. PLEASE work through me to do your will and to get my family out of this fearful situation.