it gets so hard...

I've been strong for so long that I forgot how painful it is when I breakdown. God has been the source of my strength but lately with all the curve balls of life in the passed few months alone has made me feel so weak.
I know His grace is stronger than the turmoil of life, yet I can't shake the pain in my heart that I feel. The one I love and my family, especially my mom need me to be strong for them. I ask for prayer so I may show my weakness to God and He may give me the strength, bravery, and courage to keep going to fulfill this plan of His.