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MATT PAPA-OPEN HANDS
My mother died almost 2 years ago. Ever since that day, I've never gotten a real night sleep. My mind is sometimes not at ease. My brother is also going through depression based on my mother's death. I love my dad, but he's in his own world and is happily married with someone else. My brother and I only have each other and I'm afraid that I will fail to be there for him when he needs me the most like when my mom needed me because I work full time at a doctor's office. I was crying in my car earlier because I kept thinking that God was too busy to comfort me from my sadness of my moms death and how it takes a toll out of me. What had made me cry even more was that "Jesus in disguise" came up on SOS radio and in front of my view was a truck with a cross on the back. I just laughed and cried so much that I knew to keep my faith in God. Also reminded me of why he died on the cross for us. I pray for strength and my faith in God.