Lost Child custody

On Aug 28th my life was turned upside down. I lost custody of my 12yr old boy to his father. Till this day I don't understand why. Father had an attorney I didn't. I'm not on drugs I don't abuse my children, I had custody of my son all his life and this new commissioner just took him from me. His father works odd hours and doesn't even spend anytime with him, he doesn't even see him only in the mornings. Ive now hired an attorney to try to get him back, worse part my son is so unhappy he does not want to live with his dad he wants to come home but his dad will not allow him. Please pray for us that he gets to come home soon.