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MEREDITH ANDREWS-OPEN UP THE HEAVENS
Please pray that my children will forgive me and ask me back into their lives . I got really sick in 96 and ended up with Myofascial Pain Syndrome and got hooked on Morphine and many other prescribed drugs and made a lot of bad decisions. I have been off the meds for over 2years and send my girls cards , gifts letters and was told they wanted to be left alone . They are 22 and 26 and won't talk to me or take my calls, emails or letters .. I am back to who I once was and have joined a great church and have been doing so well but my heart , is just , so , so broken ...I feel so all alone as I am divorced and live alone ... I just miss them ... I love them and have missed so much .. I just pray they will forgive me ... My heart has two very large holes in it and I cry so much lately realizing only God can fix this .