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CHRISTMAS MAKES ME CRY BY MATTHEW WEST
I would like to ask for prayer concerning my wife and I. Please do not judge her as I have not lived my life to bring glory to God. Now she has left me. She has seperated and moved out. We have three beautiful children ages 9, 8 , and 4. Our 9 year old is affected the most, but God is good. My son reads his Bible faithfully and all 3 children pray every day for their Mama to come home. I can say that I am thankful for this trial, because I wasn't listening to God or turning around, but I really want her back. I think I am struggling with putting her first before God, but am so confused on how to fight for her. I know God hates divorce, and wants me to fight for her. My prayers are continually for her and for God to have mercy on us, for nothing else is going to bring her home except His grace and mercy. I have never experienced this much pain in my life before and so desperately need God to answer. I struggle everyday to breathe. I don't know how to even ask for prayer, because all I want is for her to come home. I am sorry if I rambled and didn't say much, but all I have in me right now is pain and suffering. I know that I am supposed to bring Him glory through my suffering, but I don't know how. Please Lord God Almighty, fix this mess I have caused. Thankfully my wife is a Christian, so I can have hope in the Holy Spirit working in her. Thank you for your prayers.