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TRANS SIBERIAN ORCHESTRA-CHRISTMAS CANON
Hello, I have been in a whirlwind these past 3 years. I went through a very nasty divorce in 09, and have tried to start multiple companies that have failed. I currently have another company that I started, which is teetering on the brink of failure and the bank is evicting me from my home of 5 yrs. I have had to leave my son with my parents in CO while I build this business and try to create a stable environment but have nothing yet to show for it and miss him terribly. On a brighter side, I have met probably the best woman I have ever met in my life, things couldn't be better between us. She is also a Christian and very supportive of me, however I feel that I don't have anything to offer her, other than my love, loyalty and commitment. I also feel that she would be better off without my continuous failure... I have talked to her about this but she ensures me that she loves me if I fail or not. This does comfort me, however lately I just feel like sticking my head in the sand. I've asked God for help over and over and over, I guess he is wanting me to learn a very valuable lesson... all I ask for is prayer. thank you.