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CHRISTMAS MAKES ME CRY BY MATTHEW WEST
I am only 15 but I am really struggaing with life right now..My moms tried suicide before but she didnt die because she was so drunk... I just don't feel loved or like anybody cares. Everyone keeps saying God loves me and I know that. But I need somebody on Earth. I just wanted to know if I would still go to Heaven if I killed myself..please pray that I find some answers or change my mind or something. I just want to fit in and be like all the other girls. Please pray for me.. I dont want to be selfish but please.