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I would really appreciate your prayers. I'm 33 year old mother of a wonderful 10 year old boy. I have been in want and desire a godly husband. I've actually been tempted to possibly pursue a lesbian relationship only for the fact of not feeling beautiful worthy or desirable to a man. I know God has a man in store for me but the wait really hurts. The longer the wait the uglier I feel. I know it's backwards. The couple retreat come n go and the guys in the singles' group are way too young for me, I'm just sad. There are some ladies that come up to me and say well I didn't meet my husband til I was forty. You know what that's nice for you but for me who desire many more children 40 is too old. Does God really care for me because I've yet to have my companion.