Total Desparation

I've trusted in the Lord and cry out in pain to him daily. I repent of the mess I've made of things. I'm so far behind in my bills I don't know what to do. My business and my life have fallen apart so far that I know that only God can fix it, but I am beginning to believe he has given up on me. It's gone on too long. I need a miracle. Please God, bring me business today. Do not let my family suffer any more. I don't care what happens to me, just don't let my family suffer. In Jesus's name I pray.