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Fiance commited suicide

I have had an unbelievable year. I finally got my kids and I away from a 17year relationship w an abusive alcoholic with Gods strength. I was content w taking care of my kids and that was enough to keep me busy. My first love found me and contacted me. I got totally swept away and fell in love with him again. We planned to get married on April 7th. I found out that alot his promises were lies and postponed the wedding. Before i had a chance to figure out if what we had was real or just fantasy he killed himself. Now all I can do is wonder why God thought I needed to go through this. There is no answer i can think of. I am totally heartbroken and dont know how I can ever trust again or feel joy. I will because I have awesome children and I know God loves me but prayers for strength and understanding would be greatly appreciated.

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Trust in the LORD with all

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and do not lean in your own understanding. Proverbs 3:5

I pray for you, I trust Him who called you, because in Him there is mercy, grace and unfailing love. We may not understand why is happening this but be sure there is a purpose in all His ways. The peace of Christ be with you... Veronica.


Thank you for praying for me.

Thank you for praying for me. I know God must have good plans for me. I will remain faithful to Him.


Fear not for I am with thee:

Fear not for I am with thee: turn not aside, for I am your God: I have strengthened thee, and helped thee, and the right hand of my just one hath upheld thee...
isaiah 41:10

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